![its funny how after all this time i still have thoughts of you running through my mind. you were the first boy that i ever seriously fell for on roleplay and the first boy that ever truly made me smile and happy all of the time. i hate that you deleted on me.. and the fact that i never got to say an actual goodbye. i miss you more than anything. i still look at all our comments, and pictures, and all the old ims. i still have all 100 pages of our ims that i printed out<3 and i’m glad that i did because my computer crashed. we were supposed to have an account and stay on and talk till we were 100 years old and couldn’t read the screen anymore but it didn’t turn out that way. i’m going to new york over spring break and its weird thinking that i could possibly bump into you. even though its a huge place theres a chance, like how crazy would that be? i miss being the three amigos ;| i miss you and krissy. i miss staying up until 3 in the morning and only getting 3 hours of sleep but it was worth every second of it. i loved making fun of you for being so afraid of sharks and the way that you made me feel. i swear i laughed and smiled the entire time we were talking. I hated when we started drifting apart.. and i wish that i would have kept you closer while i could have. I will always love water.. and thats not going to change. chuck can’t have you cause you’ll forever be mine. i still go to your profile to see if you’ve signed online lately and everytime i hear five minutes to midnight its you that comes to my mind. i remember telling you that you had to go to the potato festival with me, and that we were going to have pink hippopotamus’ named pinky and habanabano. i remember the time you and matt tried staying up and so you stole michelles hannah montana cd and the time you called hiedi cali :] i will never forget that dumb whore, or whorina of course. we planned on getting married at the beach on our one year, and having 10 kids ha, taylor and cali jr. i can never forget all of the memories i’ve had with you because their the best memories. and even though some of them may fade you will forever hold the biggest spot in my heart. i love you taylor jonas.
September 27th, 2007. October 21st, 2007. & April 3rd, 2008.](http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kud2cn1K2w1qauso1o1_500.jpg)
its funny how after all this time i still have thoughts of you running through my mind. you were the first boy that i ever seriously fell for on roleplay and the first boy that ever truly made me smile and happy all of the time. i hate that you deleted on me.. and the fact that i never got to say an actual goodbye. i miss you more than anything. i still look at all our comments, and pictures, and all the old ims. i still have all 100 pages of our ims that i printed out<3 and i’m glad that i did because my computer crashed. we were supposed to have an account and stay on and talk till we were 100 years old and couldn’t read the screen anymore but it didn’t turn out that way. i’m going to new york over spring break and its weird thinking that i could possibly bump into you. even though its a huge place theres a chance, like how crazy would that be? i miss being the three amigos ;| i miss you and krissy. i miss staying up until 3 in the morning and only getting 3 hours of sleep but it was worth every second of it. i loved making fun of you for being so afraid of sharks and the way that you made me feel. i swear i laughed and smiled the entire time we were talking. I hated when we started drifting apart.. and i wish that i would have kept you closer while i could have. I will always love water.. and thats not going to change. chuck can’t have you cause you’ll forever be mine. i still go to your profile to see if you’ve signed online lately and everytime i hear five minutes to midnight its you that comes to my mind. i remember telling you that you had to go to the potato festival with me, and that we were going to have pink hippopotamus’ named pinky and habanabano. i remember the time you and matt tried staying up and so you stole michelles hannah montana cd and the time you called hiedi cali :] i will never forget that dumb whore, or whorina of course. we planned on getting married at the beach on our one year, and having 10 kids ha, taylor and cali jr. i can never forget all of the memories i’ve had with you because their the best memories. and even though some of them may fade you will forever hold the biggest spot in my heart. i love you taylor jonas.
September 27th, 2007. October 21st, 2007. & April 3rd, 2008.
